Suffering for a little while

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Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who according to his great mercy begat us again unto a living hope by the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, unto an inheritance incorruptible, and undefiled, and that fadeth not away, reserved in heaven for you, who by the power of God are guarded through faith unto a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. Wherein ye greatly rejoice, though now for a little while, if need be, ye have been put to grief in manifold trials, that the proof of your faith, being more precious than gold that perisheth though it is proved by fire, may be found unto praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ:. (1 Peter 1:3-7)

I have had this verse scribbled on the white board in my kitchen for a month, and I have read it at least 100 times as I scrub dishes and chop vegetables and brown meat and roll out biscuits.  I always stop at verse 6, “…though for a little while, if need be, ye have been put to grief and manifold trials…”  Peter is still in the middle of his greeting, but he is packing in a lot of information about trials in that little statement.  First of all, trials are “for a little while”.  He is saying that we have this great inheritance that can never fade, that is eternal, and the griefs and trials are actually the short chapter of the story.  Second, he says that we will have trials “if need be”.  This means that God will not send us a trial unless it is necessary .  Necessary for what?  For our glory!  The next verse Peter says that after we have endured various trails we will be “found unto praise and glory and honor”.  God will not allow a trial to come to us unless He intends to use it for our glory.  Our various hardships that we walk through are directly correlated to glory at the revelation of Jesus.

This is hard to understand because it is hard to see.  Sometimes see now how our struggles and trials strengthen our faith, and a greater faith will bring a greater glory.  When we walk through a valley we always learn something new, and when we come out the other side still singing God’s praises, we can see how His hand of goodness was guiding us the whole time.  We learn to trust Him in new ways.  We can see these things.  But I don’t think we can fully comprehend what it means that God will use these trials to bring us glory.  That is the conversation of Job.  He never was given a reason why he had to endure so much pain, but he learned to trust that God had something far bigger going on than he could comprehend.

For about two years I suffered from severe back and hip pain.  I sought help from a chiropractor, but the treatment that she gave me only made the problem worse to the point where it was painful to take even one step.  That is not to say that I stopped taking steps, but that most of my days for a couple of years were riddled with pain.  This seemed so frustrating to me at the time, especially with toddlers running around.  I wanted my health so that I could do good things.  I wanted to be able to move without pain so I could take care of my home and my children, so I could carry my chubby toddler without wincing.  But that was not the good work that God wanted to give me.  He wanted to give me greater glory, and greater glory meant that I had to walk through a physically painful and emotionally frustrating battle.  I don’t understand the glory.  I don’t see the full glory (except for the fact that I am far more thankful now for pain-free days).  But that’s what faith is all about.  Faith is believing in things hoped for.  Faith is being thankful for the trials because we believe that walking through them will bring greater glory when Jesus is revealed.

Many trials in our lives are like that – we don’t understand why they happen.  We have a hard time seeing the good that came of it.  There are some hard things I have had to do in my life that I still have not seen the good that God promises. (There are also many more hard things that I have seen almost immediate fruit from). But Peter tells us that when we walk through these hardships in faith, He turns our suffering into glory for us.  And that is where my comfort is.  He will not give me a trial unless it is necessary to give me great glory in the future.  These trials are short in comparison to the eternity of joy with God.

He will also not give others trials without turning them into glory.  We see friends suffer and suffer again and we pray for their relief and comfort.  We try to come up with words that will comfort them.  Our encouragement is often awkward.  We think of tangible comforts like “If you hadn’t lost your job, you wouldn’t have moved to this great new city.” Or “If you hadn’t struggled with your health, you wouldn’t be such a thankful person.”  Peter doesn’t say that we walk though trials to bring us to a point of satisfaction with our life, he says it is to bring glory and honor!    So many times there is no visible comfort to grief and loss, and it is audacious of us to try to find the “good end” in someone else’s story.  Maybe they will see how the Lord has worked this trial for good in their life, and maybe they will spend their days not knowing why they were afflicted.  The comfort isn’t always in what we see now, the comfort is in what we can’t see, the glory that is to come.  That is how we can echo the refrain of James and find joy and gratitude in the middle of various trials, seeing some of the fruit that these trials bring now, but keeping our eyes always fixed ahead.